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Thursday, 20 August 2009
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bigger than my worries
bigger than my troubles
bigger than everything
but small enough to be in me
it's time to take a stand...
Sunday, 10 May 2009
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change
i believed
i thought
i hoped that i changed
but i havent
time to start over from scratch
i think im gonna miss the ACTS seniors
im not saying that i take my older kpc family for granted...its just that they always will be there...for now
but the Acts guys..i may never see till heaven
wow 1 year is almost done...God you are so great
you are bigger than lust
bigger than fame and wealth
you are bigger than me
bigger than my fears of failure
bigger than my successes
let me always remember that
thank you for picking me up
always
Monday, 04 May 2009
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finals...aka redemption or burnout
finals are here in one week
i have 3
these last 3 will determine if i get an A or B
wooo
its almost like controlling my fate but God already knows
man but im worried since finals never go well for me since i always feel so burntout
on top of that
i have too many things to worry
must find my inner peace with God
but God has been there for me this first semester
hmmm but i still wish to know the correct path to take
PC sermon was great one on sunday and though i missed some parts (i think i had some explosive diarrhea
and late night fiasco)
i got the main points down...i think (please correct if im wrong )
following is compete surrender
following is not comfortable
following is about commitment
all in all... following isnt a walk in the park...its harder than anything imaginable and as PC WAY too much to ask
for myself it is hard. i see myself putting school and friends and following the secular path.
so its an onward struggle to follow God
i wish i could finish that but im kinda brain dead on all the things taht happened that day...i should go talk to pc about it...
blah
2 more weeks
go rockets
Tuesday, 28 April 2009
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paths
so i have about 9 more hours until i register for my new semester classes
i really have no clue what i want to do..wait i do...i just dont know waht God wants me to do
it's pretty frustrating since i need one more class but i just can't seem to pick a class
i'm scared that i'm staying in pre-med to long because it seems like i'm just not cut out for studying
im glad people are still encouraging me to continue but i dont know
i pray but i dont think i am listening
i wish i could put a verse but i havent been reading the bible
dang, i wish i could to the word more but i feel so overwhelm with school
i know God is more important but my mindset is school first
and even though im worrying about school im not studying (as i should be right now)
this isn't an emo post or anything
it's more like venting everything out in my head
blah
i think im going to take physics
.....im going to miss the seniors at Acts even though i've only known them for a semester and a half...
gosh
i want to do a good job at MC but i dont think i will
fail
i think my advisor thinks im an idiot for staying pre-med
fml hard
Wednesday, 08 April 2009
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i miss it
i miss playing the guitar
i miss the pain on my fingertips
i miss the calluses???
wow
so broke
blah
i have no idea what to do with my life
i have horrible gpa and i want to be a doctor
ahahahahahahahaaha
man life is hard
i suck at blogs i need to practice more
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